By Marine Corps Sgt. Richard Blumenstein
24th Marine Expeditionary Unit
USS GUNSTON HALL, Gulf of Aden, Sept.
28, 2012 – Marine Corps Cpl. Adrian Cuevas has experienced the horrors of war
and its lasting effects.
Now he wants to spend the rest of his
life helping others.
The 27-year-old South El Monte, Calif.,
native is an Afghanistan veteran on his third deployment there and is currently
serving as a machine gun squad leader for Company C, Battalion Landing Team,
1st Battalion, 2nd Marine Regiment, 24th Marine Expeditionary Unit.
Cuevas is a combat veteran who has been
in more than a handful of fire fights, been hit by three improvised explosive
devices, lost friends in battle, and experienced guilt from being sent home
early from deployment.
His story serves as just one of hundreds
or perhaps thousands of stories told, and retold, by infantry Marines from his
generation. The details may differ -- times, dates, locations, Marines,
missions, but the theme remains the same -- something bad followed by something
heroic. There is loss, and there is the feeling that nothing will ever quite be
the same.
Their stories are amazing and usually
resemble a scene from an action movie. According to most Marines who tell them,
there is no way to understand what they have been through without having
experienced something similar.
Marines who’ve seen combat must contend
with recovering from the mental anguish of the battlefield. Many Marines are
uncomfortable reliving those events.
Cuevas’ end of active service date is
fast approaching and he has decided he wants to dedicate his life to helping
people work through that anguish -- the trauma he himself has endured.
“I am going back to school,” he said. “I
want to be a counselor to help people out who have gone through what I have
gone through.”
Cuevas’s journey into the Marine Corps
began like many other Marines -- by meeting a Marine.
After graduating from El Monte Adult
School, he spent years working regular jobs. One of his co-workers was a former
Marine and prior infantryman who regaled him with stories of his service and
Cuevas found himself longing to enlist.
“I felt like it was something I had to
do,” he said. “I had already started my adult life and I figured I would do it
before I got too old.”
At 24, Cuevas enlisted in the Marine
Corps to become an infantryman on March 16, 2009. At Marine Corps Recruit
Depot, San Diego, he met another Marine who inspired him and shaped his life’s
path -- his drill instructor.
“He seemed like he was always squared
away,” Cuevas said. “He was really hard on everyone, but fair. He inspired me
to choose the machine-gunner path.”
Those decisions ultimately landed Cuevas
in harm’s way during a deployment to Afghanistan in 2010. During the deployment,
Cuevas said he made it a point to always ride in the lead vehicle.
“I didn’t like to be anywhere else,” he
said.
The first time an improvised explosive
device struck his convoy was also was the first time he engaged the enemy. The
IED detonated three meters away from him and showered him with dirt and debris.
While waiting for the wrecker to transport the disabled vehicle, Cuevas and the
other Marines began taking fire from a nearby tree line.
The engagement lasted 50 minutes.
“That was the first time I got to shoot
back and see them, see the rounds impact and everything,” Cuevas said. “You
don’t think at all. Training takes over. It is not something people just say.
It really does happen. If you think, you are probably really going to die.”
But that engagement was not the last
Cuevas would experience.
The last IED that hit him came at the
end of his deployment and destroyed his Mine-Resistant Ambush Protected
All-Terrain Vehicle, a large tactical vehicle specifically designed to
withstand explosive blasts, and severely injured him. He received the Purple
Heart Medal for his injuries.
“It destroyed the whole back end of it
[the vehicle],” Cuevas said. “I got launched, I don’t know how high, like 30,
20 feet in the air. I had cuts on my face. I had three compression fractures in
my lower back.”
Despite his wounds, Cuevas said he felt
guilty from being sent home early because the rest of his unit continued to
operate in harm’s way.
“I went through so much guilt,” he said.
“From the time I was hurt, wounded, all the way until the time I got back to
Camp Lejeune. Really bad depression … I went from having ten other guys, my
squad, every day, to being completely by myself in my own room.”
Cuevas said he found comfort in talking
to other Marines with similar experiences, and in time, he recovered from his
wounds. That comfort, he said, is why Cuevas wants to now spend his life
helping others. He intends to use his Post 9/11 GI Bill to earn a bachelor’s
degree in behavioral sciences after he completes his enlistment.
“Actually, just talking to people has
helped a lot,” he said. “I am not [feeling] as guilty as I was before. A little
bit of guilt, but not as much. That’s why I want to help people who have gone
through exactly what I went through.”
Cuevas, along with 2,300 other Marines
and sailors with the 24th MEU, is presently deployed with the Iwo Jima
Amphibious Ready Group as a theater reserve force for U.S. Central Command and
is providing support for maritime security operations and theater security
cooperation efforts in the U.S. Navy's 5th Fleet area of responsibility.